A silly photoshop xmas pic.
Fuck You (I Miss You)
I miss you, you goddamned idiot. How could you just walk out of my life so easily? I took you for granted and now your gone. I can’t fix it either, I feel so cheated by that wench. But there is nothing left but to move on, I’m doing ok, and I hope you are doing ok too. This is a stupid post that you wont see but it makes me feel better puting it out there.
Ps. What will happen with our classes next semester? Did you drop out? Things I still wonder.
Grim Reaper Girl
You make me eat my words. You make my plans so pointless and crude. How dare you, you grim reaper girl. It was mine to stay, my never ending summer that you took away, eclipsed in golden ashes and silver rain. I hope you got your selfish gain.
Oh Katy K, you’re only going to hang around anyway, why do you make it such and unpleasant stay?
An outcasted witch in white robes, you manipulate people like you do with my words. You’re always trying to forget yourself, maybe you will someday. You’ve got what you wanted but forgot why you wanted it anyway.
You turned him away, you couldn’t make him stay. Your trophy was on another shelf, but you couldn’t reach it by yourself. Grim reaper girl, you tore me down off the wall, the poster you chose to end it all.
Oh Katy K, you’re only going to hang around anyway, why do you make it such and unpleasant stay?
Grim reaper girl you made me a crow, you tore my wings off and stuffed me full of dough. Seasoned with lies, you baked me up, so you could feed him one of your blackberry pies.
Stuffed with opinion, full to the throat, you two gluttons chose to have a roast. You hide behind your paper thin screens, forgetting that I can see inside. You tell me that I am not myself, how can you say that when you find the need to hide yourselves?
Oh Katy K, don’t you know you’re only going to hang around anyway?
Oh my gosh… everything in this sums up my childhood so perfectly, or at least my favorite parts.
Ioannis and I’s photo shoot was a lot of fun. We had planned to take the train to LA but we missed the metrolink. We bought tickets for saturday though, so I expect to come back with more pictures. I guess I need to make a flickr or something. Anway we ended up going to the slab to take pictures, It turned out more fun then expected. Photography is fun and easy to me and the instant results are nice too. On our saturday trip I am going to try something different, guirilla photography. I’m going to buy a disposable black and white camera just take a whole bunch of candid photographs of the people of the city, I want to make some sort of mixed media object out of it. I’m not exactly sure yet, but I will figure it out.
With our love, we could save the world, if they only knew.
This drug opened my eyes in ways I could never have imagined. It showed me the path to what I always wanted to achieve. Sean and I want to open the world’s eyes and show everyone that we need to focus within ourselves to nurture happiness. Everyone is addicted to something whether it be drugs, alcohol, food, television, money, we all need to stop revolving our lives around some outside source to be happy. The world needs to find it within itself to create love and happiness. I believe that once everyone finds that they already are whole, the world will be at peace.
The direction of my art is changing. This is a great example of how I would want to look. This picture is beautiful.
“Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies.
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.Cellophane flowers of yellow and green,
”
Towering over your head.
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes,
And she’s gone.
The Beatles - Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds
