March 2010
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December 2009
11 posts
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you're good at sex.
mamaabear:
yes yes yes yes.
and i only want you forever.
and ever.
Fuck You (I Miss You)
I miss you, you goddamned idiot. How could you just walk out of my life so easily? I took you for granted and now your gone. I can’t fix it either, I feel so cheated by that wench. But there is nothing left but to move on, I’m doing ok, and I hope you are doing ok too. This is a stupid post that you wont see but it makes me feel better puting it out there.
Ps. What will happen with...
Grim Reaper Girl
You make me eat my words. You make my plans so pointless and crude. How dare you, you grim reaper girl. It was mine to stay, my never ending summer that you took away, eclipsed in golden ashes and silver rain. I hope you got your selfish gain.
Oh Katy K, you’re only going to hang around anyway, why do you make it such and unpleasant stay?
An outcasted witch in white robes, you manipulate...
With our love, we could save the world, if they...
This drug opened my eyes in ways I could never have imagined. It showed me the path to what I always wanted to achieve. Sean and I want to open the world’s eyes and show everyone that we need to focus within ourselves to nurture happiness. Everyone is addicted to something whether it be drugs, alcohol, food, television, money, we all need to stop revolving our lives around some outside...
“Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade...”
– The Beatles - Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds
November 2009
44 posts
“Strange days have found us.”
– Jim Morrison (via southlander)
1 tag
subway that only goes one way
I’m figuring out my Elliott Smith tattoo. So far I have two little designs, the first one is a pair of hugging arms with “forever with my poison arms around you” in cursive connected letters that connect to the arms. The second is a subway train that has “one way” written on the front, and on the side at the bottom it says “everything you do makes me want to...
Self loathing
crew nouveau: Clean yourself up?
vashsgirlaim: like start taking my pills again, keeping my room/car clean, doing more homework, finding a job
vashsgirlaim: and my body
vashsgirlaim: all things that i just let go after a few weeks of trying
vashsgirlaim: idk why i am this way!!! i wish i could just be a normal person, and take care of myslef, and not be so fucking lazy and retarded
vashsgirlaim: god i hate myself so much right now and i dont even know why
vashsgirlaim: i just feel super trashy compared to everything they have here
vashsgirlaim: james has his life together
vashsgirlaim: and i dont
vashsgirlaim: and its all my fault, its not like some other force has put me in the situation im in
vashsgirlaim: its simply becuase of my own actions
crew nouveau: You're not lazy
crew nouveau: Everyone goes up and down with those things
crew nouveau: I don't even have a car
crew nouveau: And my room is always messy
vashsgirlaim: yes i am, i never clean my room or my car and im fat and i never exersize and i never do my homework, and i still havnt found a job, its all products of my laziness
crew nouveau: And you have reasons to do that
crew nouveau: From what i hear you and sean have a stressful situation
vashsgirlaim: ya i guess
vashsgirlaim: im always stressed out
vashsgirlaim: lol
crew nouveau: Well jobs are just hard to find right now
crew nouveau: Well thats just you
vashsgirlaim: ya
crew nouveau: You're a stressed out person
vashsgirlaim: haha
vashsgirlaim: i wish i wasnt
“Why you tell me stuff that’s so plainly untrue?
If you’ll be straight with me,...”
– Whatever (Some Folk Song in C) - Elliott Smith
“Forgotten while you’re here
Remembered for a while
A much updated ruin...”
– Fruit Tree- Nick Drake
I can feel my life slipping through my fingers, I...
It’s like this black mark on my record will never fade. When will I be able to take care of myself? I want to be independant, I want to be successful. I don’t have the drive, the will, the power to follow anything through. I need to take today off and not spend it wasting time on well meaning, but distracting friends.
